One

It was dark.

That much was clear when he found himself stirring, his head aching, and his eyes searching for something to fix on in the formless, muddy shades of black and grey. Except for the soft sound of water dripping somewhere in the distance, a cold silence filled each breath he took and the gradually the sound of his heartbeat faded into his consciousness.

His hands were fastened securely behind his back with two rough pieces of rope wound tightly across his wrists. As he found himself becoming more alert, he became increasingly aware of the painful scrapes where the rope bit into his skin. Whereas before he had possessed no sense of up or down, he now realized that his chin rested on some hard surface and that he lay uncomfortably face down with his belly pressed against a cold, wet stone floor. He tasted iron and smelled a heady mix of cinnamon and burning leaves mixed with the subtle trace of damp, earthy mold. His legs felt heavy and clumsy, but he could sense no restraints and felt as though he might be able to stand if he could manage to position his shoulders properly so as to gain leverage over his torso’s weight.

With a short, sharp grunt he braced himself against the floor and sprung up to his feet, instinctively straining against the rope that bound his hands together trying without success to find a center of balance. While his momentum carried him upwards, his legs failed him giving way to weakness and before he could gasp or cry out in surprise, he found himself sinking down painfully onto his knees with a dull thud. Mercifully, he had managed to lean back to avoid falling forward with the impact and in doing so had spared himself the experience of falling face forward onto the hard floor. He sucked in a few short breaths and tried to stand again, this time successfully gaining his feet. Once there, he stood still for several seconds listening and striving to penetrate the silence to find some familiar sound other than the ceaseless slow drip, drip, drip.

That was when he felt the sticky, warm breath slick upon the skin of his neck. He was only half surprised to find that the high, shrill sound piercing his ears was being ripped from somewhere deep inside his own throat.

It was unbarely wet and warm.

My Last.FM Top 25 for 2010

Here’s the top 25 artists that I’ve spent the most time listening to this year (as taken from my Last.FM page:

Rank Artist Listens
1 Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds 360
2 Katatonia 326
3 Kylie Minogue 307
4 Bat for Lashes 289
5 Neurosis 282
6 King Crimson 225
7 Iron Maiden 207
8 Paradise Lost 189
9 Lady Gaga 162
10 Goldfrapp 152
11 Cocteau Twins 145
12 Atheist 144
13 Ulcerate 140
14 Johann Sebastian Bach 139
15 Swallow the Sun 137
16 Slayer 130
17 Type O Negative 127
18 Ludwig van Beethoven 122
19 Novembre 115
20 Helloween 114
21 Siouxsie and the Banshees 111
22 Suffocation 109
23 Dead Can Dance 104
24 Morbid Angel 103
25 Agalloch 97

Don’t Vote

I’ve been seeing desperate Democrats working to “get the vote out” lately on Facebook and on a handful of liberal online magazines that I occasionally read. Here’s a “cute” example of a graphic used to promote the idea of voting for Democrats on November 2.

So we should “Vote Democratic” to save our asses?

Why?

Obama has continued and in some cases made worse the policies of Bush. The Democrats controlled Congress and never truly fought for anything worth a damn. They have been all sound and fury with generous capitulation to special interests on Wall Street and in the Health Insurance industry. Then, once they have sold out any progressive legislation, they either try to make it sound like it’s more than it really is or blame Republicans for obstructing it instead of taking responsibility for their own lack of meaningful action.

Voting is a form of control. When you vote for a Democrat or a Republican you are simply legitimizing the control of the ruling class. You are not changing anything. Your voice is not being heard.

A small elite group of the population actually has a voice in government – those wealthy and powerful people who fund campaigns, sit on boards of powerful corporations and prestigious universities, and run giant corporations. These people and their sycophants get to rub elbows with politicians and sometimes even get to write the legislation.

Voting allows these elites to control the state while appeasing the rest of us through offering the illusion of power. But it is just an illusion. You are just a number. A voting statistic.

Put your X here next to Coke or Pepsi. Having a say in the recipe of the beverage that you are forced to consume be damned!

Don’t play their silly game. Don’t vote this November. Organize! That’s the only way your voice will ever be heard.